Abandonment /Attachment Issues I don’t have friends. I know people but I can’t seem to know how to be friends with anyone. I’ve had this problem ever since I knew myself. The problem is I get attached. I like them, I want to become best friends, but I want more. …

I believe I’m a volcano I found myself looking at the stages of volcanic eruption today. It’s the same as human anger explosion. First there’s the earthquake, which is a warning sign to back off and run. Then comes the gas emission, in human that’s when you’re breathing heavily and…

Mad scientist Yesterday I came a cross an effed up video from the 50–60 teaching woman how to be around men. Besides the fact that it was sexist and any human, not just women, would kick the shit out of anyone who would say such things, I found an interesting…

Competitions I hate competition. I mean I’m a competitive person inside, not showing this to others ever, but I hate to compete with anyone. It’s discouraging for me. And most of the times I fail on purpose just to get myself out of this situation. It leaves a horrible feeling…

Mod memories I don’t remember ever wanting something to go the way it Was. Always looking for an upgrade. Yet I hate change. I always have different version in my mind of how this Should’ve been. I praise myself for believing that I’m content, grateful, and having an excellent memory…

Stages of life, first look I got a lot of scolding as a kid for talking to people as equals… until i stopped talking to people altogether. …

Story time Mim This is an actual dream,, well nightmare you had, you’re mind wants to be a movie director now. My brother and sister were at my place with husband. They wanted to leave the house cause dad was making it hell in there for them.(he’s retired and very…

Law… of … Attraction I’ve read that positive thoughts are ten times stronger than negative ones. So Why do some negative thoughts tend to manifest themselves faster than good ones? You can have one good thought and go with it trying to actually feel it. You invest a lot of…

Childlike I’ve talked to and begged Him for help. I found no answers to my prayers. My mind take me back to all my broken promises I made to Him. As it’s saying, you broke it bitch, how dare you ask again! How dare you to even expect an answer. …